Our love in YOUR shoes.

I've recently posted the blog No Love Lost , and this blog is the second part to my NEVER ending drama w my EX boyfriend. So last night , he texted me after i sent the text telling him how he's pussy for having A BITCH do his dirty work . And he simply shook his head at me. Throughout the entire night me and him was was arguing non-stop. From him calling me bee's and garden tools , to me telling him how much I hate him. & somewhere towards the end of the arguement we actually got down to point of the arguement. He loves me and I of course is in love w him. He felt as if I was being trifling behind his back smh lol which is bananas! Bc the history of our relationship goes back three years from now, and though in the past I willingly admit I wasn't the BEST girlfriend he had. Literally , Im saying I would cheat daily like it was an addiction for me & bc I never wanted to be alone but have options I cheated. He knew bc I would tell him often. I was young and he was WAYYYY older than me therefore I wasn't trying to be locked down by one person. So fast forwarding to present time , I have fell in love w him so deep bc regardless of all the things that happened he was there for me by my side. And I grown to understand him completely , he waited patiently for me to figure out what I wanted and when I did , I dedicated myself to him and our relationship was the GREATEST. Every phone call and text message makes my heart skip beats literally. And now we're having the biggest arguement of our relationship. Its been going on for four days straight and I literally cant take it , I wish we could go back to the where we was BUT I know it's gonna take a little time and its time Im willing to work at patiently.